Shadow World

Shadow World
Originally uploaded by Deckard@tyrell.corp.

Living as a transitory shadow in an alien world.
Trying to make sense where there isn't any.
Knowing that all the Dark is coming from me.
Escaping from reality in dreams I can't even remember.
Remembering only what I can't have.
Focusing only on what is unreachable.
Picturing in my mind only the One who is much too far.

Eternal Dreamer : inspired by Scarlet

Eternal Dreamer
Originally uploaded by A Scarlet Perspective.

Sleepless

in the dream I fall into the sleepless sea
with a swell of panic and pain
my veins are aching for the distant reef
in the crush of emotional waves...

alright, get a hold of yourself
an' don't fight it, it's over your head
it's alright, the rumble in your ears
it's alright to feel a little fear
an' don't fight it, it's over your head
it's alright, you wake up in your bed...

silhouettes like shivering ancient feelings
they cover my foreign floors and walls
submarines are lurking in my foggy ceiling
they keep me sleepless at night...

hey, can you picture the sight
the figures on the beach in the searing night
and the roaring hurt of my silent fight...
can you pull me out
of this sleepless night
can you pull me out?...

King Crimson

Close the world, open the neXt.

Exit
Originally uploaded by Deckard@tyrell.corp.

Just realizing that passing a whole life to believe and to wait is a nonsense.

Just thinking to remaining time.

Just asking myself if something is yet fixable.

Maybe it's time to leave feelings besides.

Maybe time is come to excise the human things from my heart and my brain, to throw them on the floor, to crush them and, then, to see them dying with a cold eye.

But I don't know which kind of person I will become then.