A Dead-Day
Today was worse than a sunday.
No work. No rationnal thoughts. No decisions.
Feeling like a lazy big worm.
I didn't saw a dvd since weeks (should be in Guiness Book...); so this evening, I put T2 in the dvd-player, push dolby EX on, increase volume, turn off the lights, hoping to fill my eyes and my ears, hoping to forget myself for two hours...
So... ?
I just stop the player at the half of movie and I'm now on Internet writing this....
Why ?
Because, I was imagining you with me here, just besides me, watching the film together. Because my arms, my hands were seeking for someone who was indeed not here.
Because, you are becoming a part of me.
I know it sounds crazy, unreasonable,childish, not serious....
So what ? ....
There is a vanishing point on this road;
If I can't reach it,... I could at least imagine it.
In this last case, imagination is not a gift but rather like a neverending fall....or a slow death.
No work. No rationnal thoughts. No decisions.
Feeling like a lazy big worm.
I didn't saw a dvd since weeks (should be in Guiness Book...); so this evening, I put T2 in the dvd-player, push dolby EX on, increase volume, turn off the lights, hoping to fill my eyes and my ears, hoping to forget myself for two hours...
So... ?
I just stop the player at the half of movie and I'm now on Internet writing this....
Why ?
Because, I was imagining you with me here, just besides me, watching the film together. Because my arms, my hands were seeking for someone who was indeed not here.
Because, you are becoming a part of me.
I know it sounds crazy, unreasonable,childish, not serious....
So what ? ....
There is a vanishing point on this road;
If I can't reach it,... I could at least imagine it.
In this last case, imagination is not a gift but rather like a neverending fall....or a slow death.
posted by L. at 02:31:00
1 Comments:
Sigh.
Laurent, your words are poetry to my soul. You have such a way of capturing images and feelings in the way only a true artist can.
I will add you to my blog family once my life slows down from warp speed.
Thank you for sharing your beauty and emotions.
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